I don't feel like it

I don't feel like blogging today but I will anyways.
It is my only means of getting things out ya know?!
I am out of ideas as to what to do for money. We thought we were getting our home repair money that has been spent out, get handed the check, and then had to rip it up and give it back. That would all be OK except for the fact that we had spent money out of our pocket ( rather than on the Lowe's charge account) because we were told we would be getting the money back now, rather than later. So we were set back there... plus Nick's check was short... then he was expecting other money to come in this week so we did what we had to do to get by until it came only to find out it isn't coming... So we are doubly screwed... we have no money, and I mean no money! I am waiting to get a notice or 2, or 3 from the bank.. I am dreading that! Nick gets paid in one week... so for one week we are completely broke! We will need to figure out how to make the truck payment, how to make the house payment, how to pay the water bill, and how to pay the cable... if you don't see me online it is because the cable shut us off... that is who we have our internet through.
J2 is at least understanding and understands why we have not gotten her a birthday present yet. I wish other people could be as understanding... such as the light company, etc!

I just don't have anymore ideas on how to raise money. I have a lady that wants to buy our dining room table and chairs... that would give us $50... but then we wouldn't have a table to eat on... though I guess we could borrow the neighbors card table... that is a thought! Hadn't thought about that one... see blogging helps me think things out!

Now if I could just figure out how to get my foot looked at now that it is still very painful and discolored , and swollen... I really don't have a need for insurance... well until something like this happens! But right now my gimp foot is the least of my worries!